Sentences

I have a copious amount of socks in my sock drawer.
Sometimes my boyfriend is so tenacious, he reminds me of my father.
I was out of town so my sister surreptitiously planned my birthday party.
Keeping my voracious attitude towards sour candy in check is very hard to do.
My boss is an officious jerk who makes everyone around him want to quit.
I wonder how many spurious complements I get because of my broken leg, either way, I'll accept them.
My broken leg is especially onerous  when I have to climb a lot of stairs.
The gregarious bank teller made sure to welcome everyone who walked inside.
My parents try hard to live a happy and pious life.
I could see my sisters scrupulous attitude through her coloring books.

Shopping List

Broccoli
String beans
Tomatoes
Potato chips
No potato chips!
.....think healthy -_-
Brownie mix! (not healthy but I LOVE baking)
Yogurt-----strawberry and blue berry
Apples
Any suggestions?

More crayons
A new coloring book
More socks (I LOVE SOCKS! And now that I only wear one shoe, I feel like I have double socks!)


I think that is all that I need. I have my second class today. I hope it's as fun as my English class. And I hope my teachers as welcoming too. If not, I'll probably feel really weird. That's okay though, I'm used to feeling weird. I feel like I'm finally getting my life back. I even went to the movies! I'm going to do my taxes today. Oh! Yesterday was national pancake day or something. I shall compensate and make pancakes today :)

Am I Agoraphobic?!

After a month in my room, I had forgotten how many cars are in the world. Being in the car was a bit more nerve wracking than I want to admit. I shouted "Be careful!! I'm broken!!" to every car that cut us off. People driving should assume everyone else has a broken leg and drive safer! I look around and see so many risks! I'm almost always sure I'm gonna trip and re-brake my leg. This all sounds more paranoid written down.

 It's so much easier being an introvert at home.

2/26/12 3:08 AM

Channel
2-           some joint pain relief infomercial-- I got sucked in for at least ten minutes
3 -           will resume at 6am- lame
4 -          they're making soap-- they use a cheese knife to cut the soap
5 -         Hearts of Atlantis-- never heard of it -_-
7-           NoNo-- hair removal is gross!
13 -       Tyler Perry's House of Payne-- not my cup of tea
19-        SAME JOINT PROGRAM AS CH. 2!-- they get their stuff from china
20-25    SPANISH PROGRAMMING-- I could just listen to my aunts gossip instead
28-        P90X- sexy bods!
29-         80's CD collection- OMG it's the BANGLES
36-         ARTS- ballet... I need to go see this live!
49-         Locked Up Boston-- The guys an active Blood member!
51-         Van Helsing-- Great Movie!
53-         Whitney Huston Biography-- go figure
56-          I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry-- Adam Sandler is a comic god!
58-         Big Rich Texas-- terrible, terrible, terrible show
67-         Pranked--  guy passed out and they cut his clothes off...it's not funny typed either
73-         Mob Wives-- I will watch this show till I die!
76-         Jaws 2-- AHHHHHH!!!!!

I died my hair today. There's blue and red streaks.That's what happens when I get impulsive. I'm just glad I didn't cut my hair!

Nugget!

There's a lady selling her Chicken Nugget. Not just any nugget, a nugget that has George Washington's face on it. I was just eating chicken nuggets, they're so good, I don't have time to examine them! That lady has crazy good skills withholding a chicken nugget from her taste buds.

A Dream I Had

I was on a dock waiting to board a ship that was going to sink and kill us. The guy letting us on looked like an astronaut and was yelling some super creepy language. We were basically put in small rooms with no windows. The walls were covered in red carpet, including the floor and ceiling. When the ship began to sink, I could see the red carpet turning into a dark maroon color with water seeping through. The carpet was mushy under my feet and the whole room seamed darker. Then the ship began to spiral towards the bottom of the sea and the room filled with water. I remember thinking I couldn't breathe underwater, but I was breathing the whole time! It felt more like I was hyperventilating, not drowning. Then I woke up breathing really fast.

Not all of my dreams are this creepy.

Late Night Ramble

I downloaded a ghost app. I can't sleep! It says a bunch of random words that I don't think are so random. I could just imagine how bored a ghost would be in my house. Hopefully so bored it would leave cause I'm scared! And I also keep having these really creepy dreams that some eerie presence makes it impossible for me to move. Then it gets really loud like some sort of high frequency....I figured it out! I unfigured it out. I have no idea what I'm talking about.
I have no idea what I want to do in life as far as a career goes. But after watching so many movies, maybe something with that could be interesting.

Leg Comment & Other Comment

There's a spot on my knee, next to the incision for the metal rod, that is totally numb. I can't feel it. If someone were to be touching that spot, I'd have no idea. Also, my pinky toe's asleep. The doctor told me I should regain feeling after the swelling in my nerves goes down. I hope so, but I also wouldn't mind much if it didn't.It'd be sort of funny. :) 

Naomi Watts is ADORABLE in King Kong!

My Stomach Went GRROOOWL!

I woke up this morning and my face hurt. It was the weirdest thing. My eyes, my cheeks, my gums, and even my teeth hurt! Then that one thing popped in my head, where they say that your face hurts cause you're ugly and I started laughing. I had a total of three hours of sleep, what a deal! After being in bed for the last three weeks, any sort of sleeping pattern is completely gone. I never know what day it is. I kind of like it though. I've always liked being awake at night. I actually like infomercials and night time tv is FILLED with them! These pain meds mush all of my recent memories into a groggy fog. I only remember the important things....actually, I don't really remember anything. Oh wait! I have a doctor's appointment today! I hope she tells me I could start leaving my house! I've memorized every single part of my room and I want to burn it down! These last four sentences have all ended with an exclamation point, I'm much too excited. -_-

For my one amazing, supportive reader, you know who you are. I was watching Seinfeld last night, which never happens. And I'm not sure what was going on but some tv station was going to buy their show that was about nothing. HILARIOUS! I never knew a show about nothing could be so funny. 

GAH!

It's kind of gross but he makes me want to puke my lungs out. It's not like it would matter cause I can't breath when I'm around him anyways. I don't get butterflies, I get moths, giant, giant moths that are trying desperately to escape through my belly-button. Working in the same store as him is the worst. Concentration goes completely out the window and there's only one thing on my mind: Brendan. Have him walk by me and I'm suddenly replaced by this giddy, confused, tongue-tied version of myself...at first. Then you just can't get me to shut up. All of my crazy theories and confused ideas are spewing out like a broken water pipe and he's, to my surprise, drinking it all up. No one could possibly be this sweet, but he is.

-_-

I realized it's a lot harder to write something when the first thing I write is the post title. Of course now the next thing I realized is this post will be about nothing. But I guess that's okay cause I'm still writing and before I deleted my post title, my post would only be one sentence long.

I realized wrong, I still don't know what to write about.

Something I Remember

I was five and I remember the grass. I remember the rocks, the trees, and other, unimportant  things. I was eating a mango on a stick and I remember thinking, "Wow, everything is perfect." Then it fell and it wasn't. Easy as that.
Lucky for me, I have a twin who was nice enough to share hers. In a matter of seconds, I changed my view of the world three times from perfect, to imperfect, back to perfect again. Being five is was exhausting.

Vacation Shmacation

Two months ago my boyfriend, Brendan, and I planned our first trip away together. We're broke college students working in retail and totally into each other. He's from Connecticut and moved out here to Los Angeles two and a half years ago and I was born and raised in the Los Angeles County. For Christmas we decided instead of fancy gifts, we'd go away for a few days. So after a bit of planning it was set, we’d spend the last week of January in the snow where he'd teach me to ski.
The first day we immediately hit the mountain. After renting our gear it was time to see just how uncoordinated I really am. Run after run I increased my skill and decreased my embarrassment. I was having a blast! Day two I was even better, I hadn't fallen once! It was around 1:30 and we'd been skiing for a couple of hours. We took a fifteen minute break then decided to try something a little more difficult. A blue square, whatever that means. Well, I don't know what exactly happened but the next thing I knew I was rolling sideways down the snow and there was an excruciating pain in my left leg.
After waiting for what seemed a lifetime, the ski patrol arrived. I remember thinking, "If i broke my leg, it'd be hurting a lot more." He had to stick his hand in my boot, just to make sure there wasn't any blood. There was blood, and a lot of it. I was rushed to the care unit at the Big Bear Mountain, then to an ambulance, then to a helicopter, and THEN to the hospital. My leg was pulsing in pain. I had to have emergency surgery where a metal rod was inserted in my leg and is being held in place with two metal screws.
So instead of a week in the snow, it was spent in the hospital. Things didn't go according to plan but honestly, they never do.